Life in Cedar

Well adjusting has been hard... things have been getting better and life is moving on

Lately i have been just having fun with friends and doin the school thing

We go go st. geezey a lot to keep us sane and of course shop... with the money we dont have... but it is theraputic ha ha... and ya life is good!

Hawaii

OKAY OKAY.....

I know I didn't do this AT all this summer but it has been a CRAZY TIME!

Who knew how much one experience could change your view on life the world... and yourself. I have had the BEST experience of my entire life. I have met some of the mose AMAZING people, they all have such kind hearts and would do anything for me. With only one week left the crying side of me has takin over. When I got my flight plans I just started bawling.. or whenever I think of leaving... I dont know if you have ever just felt like you belonged somewhere so much that no where else seems like the right place to be. I guess I will probably get over it in a little while but I am not going to promise that I will be the happiest person to be around for a while ha ha. So News update... There is a boy I have been.. "hanging out" with... He is deff a surfer dude. We have an awesome time together I will miss him a whole lot but he will move to Utah in october.. Last wed. me and him hiked hanakapi and saw the whole napali coast...( I will put up Pics) It was absolutly STUNNING!!! I spend every second in the sun and think I was ment to be around an ocean my whole life becuase I am constantly in it! My amazing roomies and I have deff. lived up the experience to the fullest and are so blessed to have been able to come to this amazing place. So no one think that you can go to hawaii without taking me along I will be all of your tour guides :) Well I will put up some pics and I am sorry to say I will see yall on saturday...... Not that I am not excited to see you I am just devestated to leave Hawaii

1 suitcase for 3 months... you must be kidding!

2 more days and I am on my way to paradise... I know you would all like to come but seriously there is no room in THE suitcase. Airlines are now charging for more than one bag... and your free bag cannot weigh more than 50 lbs!!! What is a girl supposed to do! I am living there for three months I can't get along with only one bag of stuff. I would like to see those airline... who ever they are take just one bag for 3 months so anyway sorry everyone hitch hiking a ride with me is now out of the question... and really it is the gas prices fault and that is just a whole new blog!! So I am kind of packed my dad says he has to come through and tell me more things not to take who knew this could be so hard, I am not a light packer when I come home for a weekend from school i bring the biggest piece of luggage I have. I just dont like wanting a shirt or something and not having it. OH well I most likely will end up paying for a second bag I mean I do have to have room to bring my hot poly home :)
Besides the luggage I am worried about all 4 of us girls getting along in good ol paradise.... I really hate girls sometimes. There is SO much girl drama about everything but hopefully it will be okay and if all else fails I will be sitting at the beach.
So I leave on Saturday at 11 and wont get there untill 10 our time! So it will be a long day but I will post pictures as soon as I can.... Love you all and will miss you....

I LOVE cedar!

Tonight started out by my friend Monica cutting my hair... and just hanging with the girls watching the basketball game. Then we went to 2000 flushes and threw a flaming T.V. over the edge... and a kid I have known all year told me he had a crush on me all year... WAY to wait untill THE last day :) He's cute.... and tonight was amazing. I LOVE CEDAR

Almost Over

Finals are almost over. I am almost all packed up and I feel good :) only 22 days untill Hawaii and I am excited to move home untill I go. All I have left to do is present a lesson plan today and then do laundry and clean my house top to bottom... which I am not looking forward to.
The other day me and my future roomates/friends worked on the house I am going to live in next year. We ripped out a tree weeded planted flowers ect. Made it look a little less white trash!

This is Me, Jackie(she is going to Hawaii with me) and Mallory!It was a lot of fun... So now all that is left to do is to work at the yogi and Sand Hollow whenever else! I love Summer!

Blind Dates should not Exist!

Sooooo I hate blind dates! Basically I think this is when hanging out comes in handy. Dont set someone up untill they have met! My best guy friend Jordan asked if I would go with one of his friends and if my best friend would go with his friend ect. So I was excited both my best freinds on a date it would be fun. The moment I saw him I knew he wasnt my type but oh well. So we went to dinner and it was fine..... then we went to a rodeo and I was FREEZING! It was so so so cold I thought I would die and all I could think about is how I would rather be anywhere else. After the rodeo we went and made a fire ect. By that time I decided I needed to make a huge effort to be nice to the poor kid. So I was by the fire and noticed he dissapeared so i went to look for him. He was down by the truck I walk up and was like whats up... he looks at me and says I am peeing. I turn bright red and am like oh okay well see you in a minute. Walk away horrified. that is not the worst of it ladies and gents then I am trying to get some wood for the fire because i Am a girlscout you know. And I rip my pants right in the crotch GREAT. This is my reaction to the whole event and how I feel about blind dates. SO I get to go the rest of the night with a huge hole. It was Lovely and I basically wanted to die. ha ha ha anyway makes a good story I guess. Today was fun though we rollerbladed all over cedar city gotta love small towns! I move to Hawaii in 23 days and I move home on saturday, I wont lie I am going to miss cedar!

Hellish Day

Okay today was seriously a day straight from hell.... but in a funny way. I swear I ran into every X that i have... or any guy I have EVER kissed. Lets just say it was ironic and akward ahhhh what can you do.
So I have a HUGE research paper due tomorrow and here I am blogging.. I just can't focus right now seeing as how a guy I kissed is sitting like right across from me and it is about 100% akward moral of the story dont kiss guys ha ha.
Well The other night I was laying in my bed and all of a sudden there was a tapping at my window i was positive someone was trying to break in I layed in bed paralized from fear. then finally they left. I called my mom the next day and told her someone was trying to break into my house moved a kitchen knife into my nightstand drawer... seriously scared out of my MIND. Then come to find out today it was my friend Carl they were penny tapping... I had never heard of such a thing but it exists and it about made me poop my pants! ha ha it was fun.
Well I got the internship in Kauai HAWAII!!! I am going with 3 of my best friends and we are going to have a BLAST.. everyone is welcome to come visit. anyway I really should work on my paper chow bella!

Bloggin

Well since everyone else in the world is doing this... Why not!
I am SO excited for this weekend! My friend Monica and I are going to the Mae concert in SLC and then conference on saturday, It should be a ton of fun, mostly just to get out of cedar for a little and away from my psyco hormonal roomates, they give a whole new meaning to PMS.

I found where I am going to live next year granted I am not still in Hawaii..... Cross your fingers! I am living with my friend Monica in a cute little house! I am excited I was deciding if I wanted to live with an old roomate in some nice townhouses but I have been hanging out with the girls on the cornner of 500 (that is what they call themselves) for a while now and we have a lot of fun... Saturday we went to a glowstick dance party and cut open the glowsticks and sprayed them all over ourselvs... It was so fun, the hosts of the party were not that excited about it but what do you expect when you have a glowstick dance party! Then we went with some guy friends out in the middle of no where and did dry ice bombs... Something you really only do in cedar. The next day we all got on a Henna kick and did henna tatoos it was alot of fun so to end the hippie week we made tie dye t-shirts and wore them to school... tie dye is coming back yall! ha ha I have never gotten so many weird looks on campus but it was GREAT! Anyway that is why I am moving in with the girls on 500!

I find out if I got that internship in Hawaii next Friday.... I want it so bad so hopefully I will get it find a hot poly and marry him and live in Hawaii for the rest of my life... You can all come visit! Just kidding I wont marry a Poly my mom and grandma gave me the whole spheil on that so its all good.

Oh and just so you know don't expect these blogs not to have spelling errors.. because well that is kinda imposible! Anyway that is enough for my first blog... I will post pics of the concert and such later!